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Hello.. alot has happened.. i realise my past few posts all so emo..haha well over n done with that now! YAY!If there is one thing i realised that was that my FRENS REALLY ROCK! n i should listen to them more often..haha but sometimes love makes u blind, takes u away frm reality n that is wen your frens come in..haha SO A BIG THANK YOU TO MY DEARESTSSS!!! well i am real relieved for that as i am no longer the puppet..PHEW! However now i am hooked onto something else..COUNCIL..haha alot of things man..oh wells..jus have to do well n get it over & done with!!Anyway during CNY hols my cousins & me went to West Coast Park @ like 8pm..haha..suppose to be a meet up n chat n gossip session..haha me n my bro suppose to catch the last bus back home, however we were carried away by fun & laughter, n in the end went back @ like 3pm the next day..hahaWe stayed in the park like until 11+, then took bus back to my cousin's place, where we were talkin in the playgrd there all the way until 5 in the morn!!! SO COOL RITE!, then there got swing..wow happiness.hahaha yup had a blast! THANKS TO THEM! love them lots!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
hi, this are the few songs i have fallen in love with recently, due to some things n people.. jus gonna have the title and some of the 'highlights' of that songs.. Yup!
Taylor Swift- Breathe
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Taylor Swift- Forever & Always
So here's to everything coming down to nothing
here's to silence that cuts me to the core
where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute, but I dont anymore
Simple Plan- Thank You
I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could come between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We'd be alright, we'd be okay
But I was stupid and you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.
Danity Kane- Damaged
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me, Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient, Understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is Damaged, damaged...
James Blunt- Same Mistake
I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice.
Give me reason but don't give me choice.
'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.
And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk
and not just speak.
There are more but ya..this are the main few..haha
Friday, January 23, 2009
Simple Plan-Thank You ( Rekha intro to me n I LOVE IT! relate to it so well though it hurts..)
I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
We’d be alright
We’d be ok
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
Yeah
I wonder why it always has to hurt
For every lesson that you have to learn
I won’t forget what you did to me
How you showed me things I wished I’d never see
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
When the tables turn again
You’ll remember me my friend
You’ll be wishing I was there for you
I’ll be the one you miss the most
But you’ll only find my ghost
As time goes by
You’ll wonder why
You’re all alone
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back..
It really does hurt..after all that has happened...
Looking Forward to that day...
Friday, January 16, 2009
Just when i thought... everything would be better, everything will go back to normal, everything could be worked out and solved... IT WAS ALL A LIAR I WAS BELIEVEING!
And now i wonder why i ever did make that STUPID choice...
Thought i could be happy, but never felt more sad...
Thought i could be frens again, but never will that happen...
Thought i could still be frens with u, but never realised it would hurt this much...
Thought i could forget the past, but u jus made now a living hell...
Thought i could be happy, but i am not so sure now...
Thought i could start afresh, but never was i THIS DUMB...!
Thanks B****, for spreading things that are not true, for saying lies despite knowing the truth..I never thought u, of all ppl would do such a thing(or did i??).. If u have a problem tell me STRAIGHT IN THE FACE, dont go ard spoiling my name!! I believe u can behave more mature than that..!
To you, I hope u are HAPPY, being confused n dunno wat to do! WAtever man. Jus for the sake of myself i am STEPPIN OUT, AWAY, FAR AWAY... even if i know i cant, i will TRY! I cant stand being sad n feel like crying always cause of this..JUS STUPID! better things to think of..
IF ONLY...
Tears fill my eyes...
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Ok i dreaded life soo much!! but now i am trying and GG to move on!
For the sake of myself n my frens who care for me! So yay!
ok well i wasnt happy to be transferred..so i wrote this to release my emotions..
...LIFE IS NEVER FAIR...
I was taken aback
To realise the results
But oh what the heck
Nothing i can do, but sulk
I really miss my class
I don’t ever wish to spilt
Feels like shattering glass
To know that nothing fits
New surrounding i am in
New friends to be made
Old surrounding which was like a kin
Old friends that i never hate
Now i understand
The actual meaning of miss
Of the whole SO6 band
Which doesn’t make me too bliss
All i can do now
Is to accept it
Move on, and don’t ask how
And just hope to fit!
- Now i am in S04, though i know about 1/2 of them, i still feel weird.. oh wells..
i CANT BELIEVE THAT PERSON DID THAT! like omg..wat a LIAR! ..no comments..
To be continued..
Friday, January 09, 2009
2009 SUCKS TO THE DAMN CORE!
Never had a worst year than this ever! TERRIBLE TERRIBLE!!
1st- Sch and my class!!!
2nd- Him and ONLY HIM!!!
3rd- WORK WORK & MORE WORK!!!
I never felt this hurt ever!!
I never cried infront of a guy!!
I never felt this horrible ever!!
I never have been this dumb before!!
I never want it to happen again!!
I never thought i would say this...
But i think we should part ways..to make it less painful!
I love you too much to hurt myself OVER AGAIN!!
So being frens??? not sure if i can..
All this cause by one word "NO"...
P.S- to whom it may concern, hope u are glad..cause now the coast is clear!
I hate how much I love you... and now i regret as i have to get over it!!
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
omg wat a way to start 2009!! hahaha..i thought it was good on the very first day because of some1..but things changed..for the worst i guess... SADNESS is surrounding me now..lol
First this week is the LAST week of hols..OH NO, THE PAIN.. then i just realised i got put in this class.!!! i MISS MY OWN CLASS U DONT WANNA SPLIT EVER!!! :(:(:(...
Second, last week of hols feels like a week of torture..lol have to go back EVERY SINGLE day for SC n open house..etc...
Omg today was really really really tiring!!! to the max! we shifted all the tables in the canteen..not little u know..had blisters..boohoo..oh wells.. nth to say man...
Then wen i tried to ask if i could appeal to change class- GOT REJECTED! first blow in the face!
Then REVIEW testssss coming up..but i have yet to prepare so freak screwed,..:( second blow!
Something happened that PISSED ME OFF TO THE MAX!!!
Omg i mean if i tell u something, if it is meant to be a secret keep it that way..speak in chinese infront of me somemore..wen i was already pissed..
Like this year in less than a week i have gotten pissed n irritated so many times..OMG!! i really......NO COMMENTs ahhhhhhh...
WHY WHY WHY WHY!!! WHY must this happen? MOST HORRIBLE BLOW!
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Poem that i wrote!! PROUD OF IT..hahahaha
...ALL ABOUT US...
It is you that comes into my mind
Which makes me totally blind,
To everything around me
Until i really can’t see
What am i to do now
I really wonder how,
Where this will leave me
i really can’t wait to see
All i hope is that i will not get hurt
Or worst than that, badly burnt!
I know i shouldn’t go so deep
But everytime i see you my heart leaps
I don’t know how to tell you
How sometimes you make me blue
I don’t know how to tell you
How you make me stick to you like glue
I really await a response soon
Hopefully it is not a bane but a boon
On where this will end
Either as lovers or just friends...
I like you, you know?
